will i ever? (pt.2)

my spirit grows in anxiousness to say something to her. i feel my skin tremble as she moves in. each day all warped into a big mass of hope and dreams. my mind frozen in thought, she is so beautiful. her luscious brown supple hair sways in the wind. i try to speak but no words come out.. i stand up , she smiles at me. a wave of pleasantness hit me like a ten foot wave. i fall to the ground dazed, i can taste a hint of blood in my mouth. she keeps walking, i try to scream out to her. there’s no use.. how can i get her to know? my feelings crowd my mind in distress. i need her to know, i want her to know. i sit and think of a way to share my feeling. im swimming in a pool of confusion, would she feel the same way? i am intimidated byrejection but faithful of love. i need to pour my heart out to her. i need to love her. will i ever love?