Will i ever?

I sometimes sit under a big shady oak tree, waiting for her. As night falls i loose hope .. Will i ever love? I can feel My heart pounding in my chest. From a distance i see her bluish green eyes glowing. Her presence is overwhelming. She fades by into the distance. Although i cannot feel her she gives me this electric feeling rushing through my entire body. My mind filled with only one though, will i ever love? As each day passes on i sit and wait.. And every night she passes by, with her beautiful eyes that have a thousand storys to tell. I want to hold Her, i want to tell her i love her. But all that my spirit allows me to do is watch, watch her fade into the alerting cold that sends shivers down my spine. Will i ever love?