April 2010
1 post
lets
lets make good from what weve got. lets stop time and think, what do we want in our life? take that and accomplish it. lets.
March 2010
2 posts
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fucked up. like usual, god help me.
uoy deen i
February 2010
4 posts
Broke my pace , ran out of time. So full of Shit It should be a crime.
Hold my hand
You talk of mines, where We can hide, until the bombs,are put to side, We keep are hope, and loose are Sight, all We have is this dim light. But we’ll escape, the wick won’t fade, we’ll chase this Dream, that We have made. Put your hand, inside mine, from dirt to sand, in a different world, must live off the land. Hold on tight, look for truth, i must be right.
give in.
:in pain what the FUCK.ing. why did you give up on me, son of a bitch why.nothing nothing nothing at all. i didnt deserve any of the shit you gave me. cant you seee, your betraying me, i trusted you. show your self coward. its 7:55 pm 2/2/010 and i give up. thanks,
January 2010
16 posts
8:59 pm
feeling good for a change. i have found truth about me.
12:45 am
your eyes give me the crazziest feeling ever. fuck my life
11:20 pm
What the hell is going on
7:42pm
I’m not sure what the date is, and this shit would happen to me. karma? nah just a fucked up cycle that’s brewing in me. i want to be brain washed, every bad thought released out of my freaking mind. heck, I’m tired of trying to make things better. i tried, didn’t work. oh well.
03\13\1995
Erase my memory. I want to feel young, playing in the dirt not thinking about consequences. Walking by your side holding your hand while crossing the street. Feeling no shame , and being the center of attention. Looking up too the little things, not caring for the big things. Just needing enough to get by. Its hard to think of the future when my minds still on the past.. Im floating in thoughts...
help
open your eyes, your living blindly.
8:44pm
your wild look in your eyes set me on fire.
8:10pm
we have been despised by lies. your slowly fading away..
wild feelings
i think its some sort of spiritual thing, are minds have met but are flesh havent..i wake up so exited to talk to you, i go to sleep with nothing but the thoughts of you in my mind. i think of you everyday, not a minute passes withought you in my head. i feel you through the small keyboard on my phone, i feel you through the words you share with me, i feel you and dont want too let go.. were...
Where is my mind?
My mind is exausted with thought, concerns , and more thoughts. So much thoughts for a matter of fact i dream about all the ones that haven’t made it through the neo-cortex. my mind is swivelling with emotions and feelings. so much feelings i have become numb of certain kind. im swimming in a vortex of lies and hate. i have become immune of harsh feelings and false fortune. where is my mind?
Will i ever? (Pt. 3)
She takes me far, where no planes have been, where no space ships have been, where no boat or automobile has ever been. Her vibe lifts me high, higher then my mind has ever taken me. Between the click of the trees and stars there she stood.. She stood with no movement, are eye contact not breaking for the slightest reason. She spoke, spoke a language i have never heard. Her words putting me...
will i ever? (pt.2)
my spirit grows in anxiousness to say something to her. i feel my skin tremble as she moves in. each day all warped into a big mass of hope and dreams. my mind frozen in thought, she is so beautiful. her luscious brown supple hair sways in the wind. i try to speak but no words come out.. i stand up , she smiles at me. a wave of pleasantness hit me like a ten foot wave. i fall to the ground dazed,...
Will i ever?
I sometimes sit under a big shady oak tree, waiting for her. As night falls i loose hope .. Will i ever love? I can feel My heart pounding in my chest. From a distance i see her bluish green eyes glowing. Her presence is overwhelming. She fades by into the distance. Although i cannot feel her she gives me this electric feeling rushing through my entire body. My mind filled with only one though,...